Sorry that I have not posted in awhile. My original goal of this blog was to sort out my thoughts concerning the affair. And it was also to document my recovery. Unfortunately, I relapsed into the affair. As such, I did not see the point to continue this blog.
I have found that an affair is sort of like a drug addiction. I realize that it is destructive and harmful, yet I am addicted. I would guess that 95% of the time is miserable. But that craving of the “high” of the 5% is what is hard to break.
Like a smoker that quits a thousand times, I am always quitting his affair. I always tell myself “just one more time and that is it” but then I go back for more.
About Me
- Amy
- Hi. I am Amy. I originally started this blog 5 years ago when I was married to husband version 1.0 and having a sordid affair. This blog acted as my confessional. It is not really meant for you. So if you don't like it, too bad. I ended my first marriage and the affair and now I have husband 2,0. He is an new and improved version and I am much happier. Oh, I had a new baby with my new husband. So now I have four biological kids and 2 step teenagers. I still teach but at a new school.